so it's been like forever since i posted one of these. thought i should probably update.

the year so far had been amazing in all senses of the word. i have experienced tradgedy like never before. i have been hurt like never before. i made one of the biggest mistakes ever. i fell in love with jesus all over again. i managed to make it through term one of grade twelve without fialing anything... just lol. i got to preach at chapel. i started driving. i made new friends. took too many photos. spent too much money. went to sydney for the conference that would change my world. went to camp and got so much closer to jesus. and managed to survive it all.

i don't understand why things happen like they do. i don't understand why my life has ended up like this. out of all the places in the world god put me in mackay and out of all the churches and schools around he put me in MCC and MCF and out of all the students at MCC he gave me my friends and it all blows me away to think that every little thing is part of his plan. and now looking back some things start to make sense.

i am still working through alot of things and trying to figure out alot of things but i am so much closer to god. he's so real to me now because i need him. i thank him for not leaving me and for helping me out.

and now as the first part of the year finishes it just gets crazier and scaryier from here on in. i have to find a grad dress, plan for schoolies, finish school, do QCS, plan an EXO day that is god inspired and god filled. get good at driving. preach at chapel again. take HEAPS more photos. keep getting closer and closer to jesus. figure out what he wants me to do next year. save lots of money. and survive it all so i can tell the story... probably in another blog LOL

peace xx